OOO SHIT SOMEONE JUST GOT DUMPED!!!

When you're in love you are a fucking loser. However, you can over come this loserness with experience. Right now i'm in love with someone but, with past events, i am not a fucking douche. My friend, from awesome, no care, foolish man to a BITCH! Love filled faggot. He's changed so much i'm going to punch him in the face and tell him to get back in business.

Love is the only thing to balance out me. But of course too much is not healthy. How much is healthy for me? Without someone to to actually care about makes me pessimistic. When i don't care, i don't care about anyone. When i do care about someone, i care about everyone else. Balance, someone to care about but i'm NOT going to look for someone.

I'm fucking pissed. Like on monday i'm swear i'm going to kill everyone of those grade 11's. I was the victim of a sick prank i saw coming but i didn't stop it from happening. I played along but to an extent of sincere kindness. Fuck those fuckers. I swear i'm going to kill those guys. Fuck, right now this is sincere shit. I swear, this is fucked up. From this i swear, people like this shouldn't be alive. I swear they should be gone from life. They are failures. Fuck them.

My stupid little nephew whos only in gr 6 is speaking words about a guy, like she's already in high school. I really want to get her out of it but i know i can't help everyone, and it's her feelings. Since her mentality is quite retarded, all those "guys" are so damn immature that soon to be, she'll be hurt from her own damn stupidity. As a caring Uncle, i had already explained to her to have fun as a kid, and not to ruin your life with this. This led to an almost insanity, someone's suicide, hatred, everything you could think of, led to that because of love. But what about me now, since something's been stuck in my head for so long. its possible to get out of it, after my horrendous summer of surprise, i think i can surpass what i've done and keep a smooth mind to it and keep control of my body, mind and soul.

I remembered what my teacher was talking about. About the chemical influence on your feelings and emotions. Whats crush or not. What is it for? It's stupid just to think that the only reason behind that is to continue our species. It's true but it's a truth i don't want to keep in my head.
Ever so recently....i don't know. If its just something small..then it'll go away. But it's going a bit far... very far. I don't know, it's in my head once i go to sleep. And it's there still i go to school. Really unusal.

The ignorance of people leads to the destruction of our land. Ever so slowly all the activity we do is leading to the slow melting of our land which may lead to mass flooding....nothing like waterworld..down't worry. It really got me scared since in my opinion we've gone to far to go back and our only future is that. With Al Gore preaching about truths and a bit false, he should instead concentrate only on protecting what we have than warning them about the past.