Never ever go on facebook and start crying how your giving up in life. Shut up please your embarassing yourself. People who do that should write a blog and cry how their life is supposidly crumbling and start crying with tears and shit. Only complain to people who want to listen and not post it on to the whole world. Don't get me wrong i care about people's problems but they should NOT be told to the surrounding world. If your gonna give up on life, talk to someone, don't start posting blogs on how your gonna give up on life or gonna end it because shit, people enjoy looking at it and you are indeed marking yourself as a complete failure at life. You are marking YOURSELF as a failure at life....very embarassing.

Once your mouth says, "i don't love you anymore", our closeness was lost. Should i be happy? This was my goal and i feel terrible. Once one of her closest friends into a aquaintance or just a "friend". I lied about not loving anymore when in fact i love her more than anything in the world. It's benefitting me alright but you know, i miss her, i miss the times at the cottage, and i fucked it all up. Love is destructable, it almost led me to my own destruction. Now i'm watching those around me hurt from love and gain love. A girl, last time i seen her, beautiful, now because of a breakup, hate and sadness fills her. Another girl, cheated on, and still stay faithful to a man who is going to do it again. I try to help but all i can do is watch, watching one so close to me crumble.

How many emos actually killed thenselves? Not many. So why do we stereotype emos as being suicidal homos? I don't know. Emos hate themselves. Why can't they do it? First, your mind is still in your head not affected yet by the drugs you do. Second, you do not have that balls do to it. I swear you have to be insane and i mean asylum insane to kill yourself. No bullshit like 14 yr old girls, "ooo, low self esteem", bullshit. Look at yourself in the mirror and force a smile. Look inside of you instead of the skin. Well to end this off with a snappy comment that make ppl hate you, emo's are pussies.

People who complain about shittyness of life are whiners. We do not need to be reminded how shitty life is. Shut up. On a check-up of msn i look at the sn's. What are sn used for? To show off any upcoming events, to show who you are or to post something of interest like a site or stupid quote or even your status in depth. Sn's are not a place to rant about shit. That is why we have blogs. To release anger.

I hate this generation of kids...how many times did i say that. Main reason, act your own damn age. On a bus, all i hear is little girls just talking about how serious their relationships are when their so-called "boyfriend" is sitting on the other end of the bus. Elementary, why do kids have relationships then? What the hell happened to cooties? That shows who are the men and who are the girls. Relationships at that age show pussyness to hang out with girls at recess. God it's annoying to see it. Relationships at that age don't even mean shit and when you try to say it wasn't anything they take it as it was something. Fuck i don't even know how to explain my self. I lost all thought because it's bullshit. One last thing, high school is when you are introduced to the world or serious dating.

While on my msn i happened to notice this very very interesting sn,"FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!DON'T GIVE A SHIT!DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!". You don't know how hard i laughed.That is what you all a failure at life. He cannot accept that life is shitty. He can't even accept that there is a world. Also there isn't need to state the obvious. But people gots to express how they feel right? Well to be shallow, he doesn't look cool. Look at it, it's in caps locks. he sure got his point out. Thanks emo. Well i took the liberty to make it sound cool. "a fucked up world that shouldn't even be here, i'm forced to be talked down by the world who is lower than me. I walk but it follows, i turn around it faces me. Shit....how do i end this?" BAM quality emo right there. I'm soo mean.

I hate the world

Matt wilson is hating the world. I hate kids like omfg i can't get how much i hate them like FUCK. I feel like pulling off a Virginia Tech every fucking time i can't hear my self speak let alone think because of damn kids. Who else do i hate. Cocky kids. I may be cocky too but to a limit. There are people who soo cocky they are cocky at something they are bad at. Playing basketball, two kids. One amazing (and black) so i lay off because he has something to brag about. Then there was one guy. Horrible and still has balls too be cocky. I have the ball i had a shot straight in the face. Throw the ball as hard as i can, hit his face, nose broken and he lays there....BUT i controlled myself from doing that. During work there is just one feller i cannot work with. It gets on my nerves. I'm obviously faster than him, and when i'm waiting for him to pick up the pace so i can finish making the burger, he stops making the burger, gets a bit fussy at me, then after he's finally finish he tells me to hurry up when i'm already finish. With all this he's like always close to me, it's fucking annoying. I wanna just smack him in the face and tell him to shut up. BUT i control myself.I know you whom are reading this are saying "FUCK matt wilson, live with it". I know that but fuck, don't state the obvious. Fuck i hate to many people like jesus.

Wow, fucking fool. Doesn't even know anything. Ha, putting everything she has into somebody who has proven their untrustworthiness. Ha, fucking fool. Ha, i laugh finally at everything that happened because it's bullshit. Thoughts and everything are just elementary bullshit. Such a fool, i prove an obvious fucking point, and the person whom is trusted is as immature as a elementary school girl, he wins when obviously he doesn't know how to read. HA, this makes me laugh o very so. An eye opener to how love is a destructable force if used according to harm or used improperly. Wow, before, i try to warn, too stubborn to listen but hey fuck it i'll keep trying. Loser, trusting everything to one who isn't trustworthy, ha, bullshit. It's good to finally get a lot out of my head. Thank you o so much instincts.

Man i just noitced i haven't posted any guitar videos for awhile. I look at those videos and I SUCK DICK>>!!! well then i must post more people.

Wow, kids are fucking retarded. Yes i'm stating the obvious but it's kinda hard not to complain when u have to put up with their bullshit every single day on the bus. Kids in charleswood are ignorant. This is what you here "omg, the girl babysits kids... RAPIST!!!" or when stupid little girls use like every second word with their high squeaky voices. OMFG. Or how when bus should be at least somewhat quiet and relaxing, here comes a turdbag flying on the poles like jump everywhere screaming. Fuck if i smack him i'll get charged for molestation. GOD!!! Or the ignorant relationships. This is what they think in their mind. If they don't kiss or make out it's not a relationship....WHAT!?? Thats all you hear them talking about, and claiming teachers to be rapists or pedophiles. Cmon, yes it's fun but it's get old after 2 yrs of talking about the same person. This is directed to kids in charleswood. Kids in westend and downtown know whats right for them. They keep it cool and they know the effect of everything they say but they are ignorant still. Well i guess it all takes experience, maturity. Hence we were like this when were kids.

One question asked by one.... is this benefiting you? Loved turned me into what i am but at the same time, slowly destroys my own sanity. Love for one is soo strong that it's controlling everything i want but at the same time benefiting everything that i should do. Obviously it's pushing me away from her, only being friends. One brought up, is that what you want. I said yes, that is the only thing i want. But he disagreed. I want more...is it true? I basically drilled the thought, friends is the limit to a relationship but at the same time emotions say more about yourself. So the main question..benefiting you? My perception of reality is coming more and more clearer with my feelings, and that alone sets my instincts right,i wanna go the right way and so far, that way is the best way.